Sitting here having a glass of Medoc wine and goat brie
cheese on crackers. Sounds fancy doesn't
it. It isn't our everyday go-to wine or cheese. DH brought home both, I think his reasoning
that a holiday is upcoming and his birthday is next week. We rarely splurge and I approve that we
should occasionally as one can get frugal fatigue. Our needs are average to below-average and
our wants are very minimal. We have
re-educated and re-trained ourselves to what is important and to have minimal
needs. We eliminated gift giving to each
other about 10 years ago. Now we aren't
scrooges by any means, we just changed our thinking. I recall the last year of gift giving of
having the epiphany of saying I don't need anything else thus it was born that
no more buying something to surprise one another or make grandiose gift buying
a show of our love for one another. What
we do now is that Person A might have a hankering for something - one year for
me I said I wanted a double kayak - my DH almost broke his jaw by how far it
dropped. One year he wanted a digital
camera. So we save up our wants and get
pricing, double check our real need vs want and then go shopping. We also have a somewhat utilized rule of 'out
with the old before new comes in'. For
the digital camera, DH traded all of his bellows camera and gear toward the
digital purchase. With the double kayak,
we have used it a lot and we get to spend some great quality time together -
also we bought it used up at Lake Tahoe at the end of the season - thanks Val
for housing it and transporting it for us!!
Love you!
The wants and needs discussion wasn't what I wanted
to post today. I wanted to memorialize
much of what has occurred since the last writing. We have sold and donated all the books -
probably 600 to 700 in total. What the
local bookstore won't buy, the balance goes to 'the Friends of the Library' for
their quarterly fund raising sale (some of our books are from that sale
:). This is monumental as we carted
those books up here from CA along with the bookshelves. DH has always wanted two things: a book collection and an art collection. We have or had both. I don't even want to say he got the message
or got a clue because that isn't the case.
Something clicked and he said - DONE.
Wow. We haven't gotten much in
the way of dollars for the books in the scheme of things based on value of what
was paid but that is so unimportant. We
get to unload, they are being used by someone else and the remainder are going
to the library for their fundraising.
Perfect storm in my opinion.
In addition, over the last few weeks we sold off two bikes
(kept two), a rarely used treadmill (are any of them every used?), a home built
cat tree and snow shoes (never used thankfully). Along with some of the sales, a few customers
ended up with some of DH's original art that was in the garage as a bonus gift. I have made one drop to a charitable
storefront. I visited two resale shops
to see if some of our items are candidates to get sold or whether not worth the
effort. We are in the mode to
eliminate. I want to have so much less
ownership of items and DH is in agreement.
We initially talked about moving ourselves but now we are in unison that
a mover of some of our stuff makes sense.
So we are paring down our possessions.
I got busy with consulting work and finishing up an on-line class so I
needed to step back from the elimination process to earn some salary and wanted to up my
credentials. After T-day, gloves are
coming off and I can't wait.
I have given myself permission to not have a job lined up at
the other end because we are not sure where that is. We are leaning toward Santa Rosa Valley area
and will visit it soon. We know it
fairly well but not intimately. It is
close to the Bay Area but far enough away.
We should have considered this as our move eight years ago!
Permission has been granted to rest and only look forward to
a future time. I get myself too worked
up on worrying about covering our day to day living when actually we are fine,
we have the room to allow a breather. I
cannot shake the 'working man' mentality that I have to be working five days a
week or it isn't real. Even after eight
years of consulting I still carry a warped sense of job. I read a multitude of information about alternative lifestyles, wage earning and the like and am part of that
evolution but I still can't shake the need to earn based on five days a week
for someone else. So I have granted
myself permission to take a reprieve to readjustment my thinking of job, life, what
our financial needs are and the balance of all.
I need to write it out to make it real, to dissect it.
This is my computer screen saver, changed recently. I want it to reflect what we are going to gain with our move. Bright blue sky, open oceans and a sense of place - this is home.
We (husband) couldn't part with all our books so we now have several boxes of them packed:(. When we go up in January to finish and move out. He insists we do it ourselves. I ink we should just get a mover. You're lucky your husband and you are on the same page on so many things. Great idea about the screen saver. We are considering the Healdsburg area!
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